i think of what had happened, how i love her but then we couldnt be. Its too hard to accept that, while i think of her 24/7 my heart wont let go, its getting harder to breath everyday without her. She showed me what love meant, those few days lasts till now in my heart. I can hope for her return or look for her... then what? i cant run away with her. Im getting weaker every second, i breath in loneliness i exhale my destruction, the pieces of me. i Love her yet we cant be, why?..cause we are related? wishing i was born in a different family. Wishes cant come true to me, not even expectetions do. They tell me i should forget her but its too hard forgetting what you love most, it will always be there. She will always be here...inside me. Always. Maybe i could learn to accept loving her shadow. Its hard for me, its hard for her.
Im breathing my soul out again. maybe time will be kind and kill me, or maybe i will have to keep trying to sleep.